Then I wore myself down and ended up with bronchitis, and my days were filled with coughing and not enough sleeping and paperwork and school. I became overwhelmed, slowed down on the "road of trials" and maybe even sucked up into the "belly of the whale" (these are all stages in Campbell's 'Hero's Journey'-- where the hero can get stuck for a long time). For this reason, the right side of the composition is covered with cough drop wrappers and elementary school desks and chairs, creeping over the picture like mold. I wanted to show the idealism slowly giving way to more mundane reality. Although, I sort of like that side better-- maybe reality can be pretty epic and beautiful just the way it is.
Finally, it needed a strong image to pull it together, so I painted a life-sized sprawling Kitty, my cat. She's been a constant through everything so far. Her gaze could mean many things: maybe "i feel your pain," or perhaps, "dude, stop working on that thing and pet me."
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